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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
7:25 pm
Sorry, guys, I'm an idiot. this is Donnie asking about DragonCon.

I must have not sent it when i originally posted.

Anyway, someone was talking about meeting a DCon. is this still something that everyone wants to do?

let me know.

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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
12:07 pm
I made a post in here on Friday about meeting at DragonCon.

Did anyone get it?

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Thursday, July 1st, 2004
11:36 pm - Ryan's Memorial
I'm sorry this is coming so late, but I didn't get the final details until late tonight. Ryan's Memorial will be held at 7:00 this Saturday (03, July 2004) at Turtle Jo's. The address is 5415 N. HillBrooke Trace
Alpharetta Ga.30005

We are doing a pot luck dinner. It has been suggested that Ryan would have wanted each of us to bring a song that reminded us of him. I am passing on that request as well. Also anyone who can stay afterward to help clean up, it would be greatly appreciated.


Again, I'm sorry for how long this took to get out, but I had to wait for the information myself.

In Frith,

Danny

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11:36 pm - Ryan's Memorial
I'm sorry this is coming so late, but I didn't get the final details until late tonight. Ryan's Memorial will be held at 7:00 this Saturday (03, July 2004) at Turtle Jo's. The address is 5415 N. HillBrooke Trace
Alpharetta Ga.30005

We are doing a pot luck dinner. It has been suggested that Ryan would have wanted each of us to bring a song that reminded us of him. I am passing on that request as well. Also anyone who can stay afterward to help clean up, it would be greatly appreciated.


Again, I'm sorry for how long this took to get out, but I had to wait for the information myself.

In Frith,

Danny

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11:32 pm - Ryan's Memorial
I'm sorry this is coming so late, but I didn't get the final details until late tonight. Ryan's Memorial will be held at 7:00 this Saturday (03, July 2004) at Turtle Jo's. The address is

5415 N. HillBrooke Trace
Alpharetta Ga.30005

We are doing a pot luck dinner. It has been suggested that Ryan would have wanted each of us to bring a song that reminded us of him. I am passing on that request as well. Also anyone who can stay afterward to help clean up, it would be greatly appreciated.


Again, I'm sorry for how long this took to get out, but I had to wait for the information myself.

In Frith,

Danny

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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
7:51 pm
got the address-

relplied to emails that have been sent.

if anyone needs it please email me,



Donnie

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Monday, June 21st, 2004
8:37 pm
For everyone,

I have been getting everyone's email, but I have not got any address as of yet.

The address that I have in incorrect (the zip is not right). As soon as I get the info, I will be replying emails.

Donnie

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7:26 pm - Ryan's Guest Book
Please go here to sign Ryan's Guest Book.

Ryan's Guest Book

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Saturday, June 19th, 2004
4:15 am - To my Angelboi, miss you lots. Kevin
Ever You and I
In the beginning there is you,without you I would
never have come to exist as the me I am today.
Within your eyes I saw the fiery blue waves of the sea,the mystery of a starlit sky and the depth
of a young mans soul. In your voice, I heard the silent winds of a dreamer,the laughter of angels
and the wishes of a soul that was pure.
Your touch brought life to every place it went,your touch your soul the very essence of your being.Your heart beat to a rhythm all its own
encompassing all that you are,yet gently touching all souls new and old. Within you,I saw and still see your pure bright shining soul a beacon for us all. Husband/Lover,brother,son,or friend you are and were a guide out of our darkness within.
Searching through the wonder of time,we were truly
blessed by your soul divine.
Two as One, hearts shared, lives intertwined,
memories warm and dreams of you will keep me safe from the coming gloom. With kisses and wishes to my Angelboi Boo I know I'll be seeing you in my dreams real soon.

Thanks Ryan for all you taught me and gave me in the short but sweet time I had you.XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Love,Kevin(Papa bear)

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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
4:42 pm - TO MY ANGELSBOI
TO ALL THOSE FRIENDS WHO WANT TO TALK WITH ME OR JUST CHAT ABOUT OUR ANGEL.. I STILL HAVE HIS CELLPHONE AND I'LL BE KEEPING IT SO PLEASE CALL ME OR EMAIL ME ..I'M HIS HUSBAND..
EMAIL ADDRESS IS KEVINSHIVER@HOTMAIL.COM AND HIS CELL PHONE NUMBER IS 770-912-8700
THANKS AGAIN TO EVERYONE,KEVIN

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4:37 pm
To all of Ryan's friends:

I am sorry to say that my son has went to a more peaceful place. I know that he posted his whole life on the net, and from him and I thank you for touching our lives and thank you for your prayers. May God bless each and everyone of you.

With Everlasting Peace and Love-

Ryan's Mom

Leia

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4:20 pm - To My Angel
So many things that I want to say, yet nothing I say will do him justice. I met Ryan on Sept 23, 2003. From the first moment I saw him til the last moment I was in love. He and I were unseperable from each other, we became boyfriends
then just 3 weeks ago we were married and let me tell you all that I was the one that made out in that marriage! I know he's in a better place but that doesnt take away the fact that he's not in my arms. We had so many plans for our futures,school, honeymoon in England, a place of our own..He was my tue angel he brought me back to life after a long period of time that i thought I'd never find anyone again. I was blessed to have him in my life and to share him with others. there is such a hole left in my heart now and I'm like a ship with out a rudder or air to help me sail onward..To his many many friends thank you for the thoughts prayers and words of comfort..Like a friend of mine and his said to me today(Danny).He may be gone and the world is darker without him in it but he is there with us in all our memories and surely watching down from above just waiting til we can all be together again.. With tears in my eyes and aching in my heart I want him and everyone to know that I loved and still lovess(our special word)
him with the full measure of my heart!!
TO MY BOO ROCK-BOO BOO SMOOCHES FROM PAPA BEAR

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12:44 am - ...
I apologize to everyone for not updating certain facts and such about Ryan. I myself have been busy and the information I was given was good information. Everything, from the Dr.'s point of view, was doing fine.

I received a call today around 6 o'clock. This call was from Ryan's mom. The Dr.'s told her that he was to be taken of his respirator and it would only be a few more hours before he passed away.

When I got to the hospital, I spent some time with him and sent him everyone's love. He passed away painless and in a room full of love. That is what he wanted.

Funeral arrangements are to take place in Arizona (where is mother is from). Anyone wanting to send flowers or anything email me (bestia_may@yahoo.com) and I will see to it I get the correct info for you.

With Love,

Donnie

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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
11:12 pm - Medical Update
Ok ... So it may be a little worse and im not fully out of the woods.

10:00 pm - 101.8
10:30 pm - 102.2
11:13 pm - 102.4
11:30 pm - 102.7

Plus my emotions and hormones are waaaaaaaaaaaaay. I cried twice laying on the loveseat for no reason. Im misinterperating everything Kevin is saying and that makes me wonky and hes getting frusterated because im misinterperating it (i think he feels bad for not being able to help me so hes firing back saying things, which, is causing me to yell and say things). Ive tried apologizing but hes all upset and no matter how i apologize, hes saying "Yeah, I can tell it means so much for you to say."

First fight in a good two months. I was wondering when the streak was going to break. Now, I can stop worrying. i wonder if hes going to misinterperate this too.

My heart is racing, my vision is kinda blurry and i just feel like im dying.

Im drinking some tropical punch with frozen strawberries, hoping to get my vitamins back in. Ive been downing so much water that i swear you could build a pier across my ass!

I wanna make some fruit smoothies (i hear those help) but standing up and going through all that shit ... well, it just makes me a lot more tired thinking about it.

Once I reach 103, Ill go to the ER. ive always been the person to wait till the last minute to do something. I mean, it never fails. You have a 101.7 or 102.0 temp and you get to the hospital. You have to wait till they call you and then by the time you get seen, your fever is down to normal. They find nothing wrong and you get sent home ... with a bill ... for something you know is wrong. Thank god for Medicaide.

I figure if I wait till 103.0, then by the time i get seen, ill still have a temp. Remember i was feverish last night and in a couple hours i was at 97.0.

GOD! Why am i burning up yet i have goosebumps and im freaking cold!?

On the positive note, my new Ravenloft Tarokka deck has come in and I cant wait till the first. Im so getting it!

I also hope to get better by the end of May. I still have to pack and move and i just cant ask Marie to allow me one more month. Tempting as it is to have an extra month where im not so sick, i dont know if she would. And I cant ask. Shes hardly ever here and she pretty much doesnt return my calls, i dont wanna email and shes only social at LARP.

Can this all end?

If anyone needs me, my cell is 770.912.8700. Dont be afraid to call anytime. Anytime.

current mood: Feverish, yet cold chills

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7:51 pm - Not Dead ... Yet
Been sleeping all weekend. My fever is down so thats good. Just feel weak and dehydrated. My body is so stiff and sore and getting up to walk 10 feet to mt bedroom to get something just totally burns me out and i have to sit down and catch my breath. I have to go pick my med refills tomorrow and im starting on Testim, some testoterone thing.

I also have to put in my change of address and get better. god it sucks not being able to breath fully. thank God I dont smoke. i dont know howd id still be alive right now.

My feet are numb and I think I may have Neuropathy. The tips of my tosies are very sensitive and feel like when your fingers get cold and you cant feel anything. Like that. Even in the hot shower.

*sighes*

God, will this ever end?

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Monday, May 10th, 2004
4:28 pm
I just got finished batteling a 102.8 fever this weekend. Fun

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12:59 am - The Train Of Thoughts Keep On Coming
Ok so after watching Food Networks Top Five Candy we loved as kids, I so wanna go get some penny candy!!

I dont know where to go to get some here in Georgia (Near Atlanta).

Also, Foxy Brown is on 71. Bitch can kick some ass. Oh! And she was in a lesbian bar.

"Thats my girl and she a whole lotta woman!


current mood: calm

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12:56 am - Is It ...
Wrong that im as broke as a poor church mouse and i still wanna get on my knee and ask Kevin to be my husband?

current mood: calm

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Sunday, May 9th, 2004
1:40 pm - Mothers Day
Today is Mothers Day. My mom is in Arizona. Im in Atlanta. I plan on calling her but lately she has had a lot to deal with. Kody in trouble with the cops, Evan was stabbed at school by some kid with a pencil.

Then I have my health issues (which may be walking pneumonia), plus moving as of the first due to my ex-friend/roomate/whatever who decided to listen to what everyone else was saying and not even coming to me for any information. Especially since it involved me. Oh well.

Life has been very hectic as of late and if it wasnt for the few friends I have remaining, I would've been commited to a nut house (again). Gaming keeps me sane, as does Kevin and Ive gotten back into playing my Playstation 2 again. jrcubindy loaned me Chrono Cross (I hate it! I cant get the damned dragon shell from the racing komodo!) and Castlevania: Lament Of Innocence (Im at the Medusa. I just beat the 1st place (the worm looking thing)).

Im running an online Ravenloft game and Danny may be running a Ravenloft Tabletop game as soon as I get settled in. Hes about to have days off (YAY teacher!).

Im parting now with this dedication: "To all the Moms who have 'adopted' me, blood, spiritual or long distance, I would like to say happy Mothers Day to you. You have given selflessly and have spent an incredible ammount of your life sacraficing so that you can provide for your kids. This day, and all its wonderous glory, belongs to you."

current mood: calm

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Saturday, May 8th, 2004
12:05 pm - Saturday Fever
Well my cough hasnt left and if im not mistaken its really bad upon waking up and really bad at night. I almost had to cancel my game last night halfway through because i couldnt quit coughing.

Everyone said the game RAWKED so I was happy =)

I discovered a new place called D20online.com. Great people, very friendly. My Heroes Unlimited game that I was running online fell through thanks to inactive people not responding. *Sighes*

I have been tinkering with maybe a Ravenloft game via D20online's message boards.

Thinking about running a single Werewolf campaign with Kevin (and Danny if he wanted). Its a pick up game (like when we had nothing to do or something). I have a couple of ideas: either the 1920s, the 1960s, Modern Day or Dark Ages.

Kevin hasnt decided yet.

Heres to a good day and hoping I dont cough a lung up.

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