Child In The Dark ([info]angelsboi) wrote,
@ 2004-07-01 23:36:00
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Ryan's Memorial
I'm sorry this is coming so late, but I didn't get the final details until late tonight. Ryan's Memorial will be held at 7:00 this Saturday (03, July 2004) at Turtle Jo's. The address is 5415 N. HillBrooke Trace
Alpharetta Ga.30005

We are doing a pot luck dinner. It has been suggested that Ryan would have wanted each of us to bring a song that reminded us of him. I am passing on that request as well. Also anyone who can stay afterward to help clean up, it would be greatly appreciated.


Again, I'm sorry for how long this took to get out, but I had to wait for the information myself.

In Frith,

Danny

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ryans memorial
(Anonymous)
2004-07-02 11:58 am UTC (link)
hey donnie i just wanted to say thank you for having a memorial for him and please tell everyone there i said hi and send my love to all . i dont think it has hit me just yet. i feel like this is all a very bad dream. my heart is so broken i can't feel a thing. we had ryan's memorial here at my home this past saturday on the 26th. all of his friends from tucson came up.there was alot of friends here, but wished all of you could have been here.
but i have made a memorial in my home for him. he will live in my heart for ever. may god bless you all and may angels be with you all
love leia
ryan's mom

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to ryan the angel that came to my life
(Anonymous)
2004-07-06 12:39 am UTC (link)
Ryan i dont know what to say but i feel i must say a final goodbye. so much is crossing my mind since kevin told me about your leaving us. im just going to say it -- i love you ryan, i always did and i still do. the life you had in you gave me life and energy. i wanted to love you with all my heart and soul, and i never said it but you knew i couldn't let myself do it because of your illness. you always knew it and said it but i wouldn't admit it. the one time we made love was something i'll never forget. the time you touched me deep inside while not even around i will never forget. your voice, your face, i wont forget. i love you ryan, and i was a bad friend. i couldn't deal with you and kevin being happy, and at the same time i buried myself so deep in drugs i cut myself off from you. im sorry ryan, im so sorry. i hope my tears testify to that. i loved you so much, and i really was happy that you found kevin, someone you could love and be loved by. i told him some of this on the phone tonight, and that you truly loved him. im not jealous anymore, im glad you could have someone like him the final year of your life on this earth. i love you ryan, and i know you didnt' believe in God the way i do but i still pray he comfort you now and i try to sit here and stop crying and be happy that you are no longer in pain. i love you ryan you were a better friend than i, a better comforter than i, and while i want to be happy you are free of your constraints and are an angel up above now, i can only feel regret for how i wasnt around for you when you just an angel uncover.......................

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It's time I said this... forgive me if i seem too emotional....
[info]jadenkun
2004-07-08 12:35 am UTC (link)
Ryan.....
I said before.... that I would have to wait before I mourned when i heard that you were gone.... this was because there was so much going on in my life.... I didn't know how to handle the news..... there I was... on what should have been the happiest day of MY life in a while.... then.... I learned.... that you were gone......

All the things i had planned for us to do together.... the conversations and projects i wanted to do with you.... you're not gonna be there anymore....

I thought we could have been great friends.... But.... my time connected to you through the internet was so brief.... i thought I could just wait.... and work things out when I had the opportunity to talk with you more frequently.... Guess.... i took you for grabted, huh? Guess.... at least now I understand what they mean......

There are so many more things that bother me about this.... But this is no place to discuss them.....

Please, Ryan.... if you have accomplished your dream of becoming an angelic being.... give comfort to those who are still greatly shaken by losing you....

......... Please God, take our brother Ryan into your arms.... and keep him safe and happy.... free from pain for eternity.... Look not to the actions of his life... but the nature of his heart.... full of love.... know that although his abscence pains us deeply.... we know that your mercy and love knows best for us all.... and that you will never forsake those who truly strive to do your will...

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